Author: qhht

One older gentleman brough an interesting question on effect of watching too much of YouTubes.  Since retired, he noticed he spends lots of time watching all kinds of things on the net.

More over nowadays, we are hearing 3I/Atlas, some say doomsday.  He was somewhat uncomfortable his mind was being swayed from it all, even thinking maybe some dark forces are influencing his mind .

He is into spiritual practice and his questions mostly involved in metaphysical issues.

His Higher Self (HS) was wise and caring, advising him watch more inner YouTube than the ones on the net.   His HS said he was given many prompts via “thoughts”, but he doubts and questions of the prompts, not doing anything.  Worse, go to the internet, read all about.  Sounds familiar?

Our conscious minds do a good job doubting, analyzing as always, that is why it is good to talk to our Higher Selves.  You can meditate on the subject, or come for a QHHT session, we find the answers.

Finally his HS gave him several unforgettable dreams after all trying to give him prompts.  That really brought him aware of urgency of the matter.

Good thing was he remembered vividly those important a few dreams and acted upon it to resolve the issues, To make certain of his understanding was correct, he chose to have a QHHT session, which clearly find answers on all the meaning of dreams, what he should be doing about it to resolve it with Higher Self’s help.

It was nice to see that he was trying to clear stuff that he was carrying through his entire life, rather to carry over to the next incarnation to work out.

I am certain he is in a good place to progress on his spiritual journey.

When I saw her first, strong impression of her having severe anorexic problem.  Lanky, twiggy body, not an ounce of flesh appears to be attached, just bones.

When she talked her life of a young married woman in early 30s, she has very caring families including her own parents and in-laws.  The more she lost her weight, the more criticisms and advices given to her without her asking.  Her brain has been in a big noise by all their words, not a quiet moment.

She has been plump all through her childhood years.  She loved foods and specially sweets.   She had never thought being plump was her problem at all, until she reached to the age of about 18 or 19 and her mom said she better lose weight or else, she may not be desirable for boys.  So, first taste of diet started by reducing quantity and, or take less calorie high foods.  And her body responded well by losing weight and she reached to a desirable weight according to her mom. 

Since her marriage, she steadily has been losing weight, now to a point where all are concerned of her life being in danger.  With her sister’s urging she thought she better seek the help of a QHHT session.

She only drinks water with some Himalayan/sea salt as her doctor told her that it is vital to have some sodium in the body.  I offered some candy which she appreciated a lot, and started to enjoy them.  Most people avoid sugar, however her case that is even food and excellent nourishment.

Her Higher Self (HS) guided her to go into peaceful state of resting instead of showing any past life.  She enjoyed, and feeling peaceful.  After a while, her HS chose to show the current life.  So, we experienced them all in detail then her SC chose for her a place where white light was there.  Many people were there including her mom and sister, reciting prayers, all wearing white robes, all are feeling peace and love.

Then she saw and felt orange light came out of the white light entered her, giving her strength, she heard God said to her “Go down, and do something”.  God did not tell her what to do.  So here she is and she is doing something.  Higher Self (HS) never showed any past life since this life is the first, fresh from the White Light.

The first experience of having a body on the Earth, she chose to have overly caring families.  For the beginner, what a welcome thing to have caring family, wouldn’t it?

In the beginning, their advices sounded good, her body responded, then another member advised something different, she followed that, then another, and another.  Now at the moment, she stopped eating because she is afraid of eating any food which resulted her stomach bloating and acid reflux.

People judge her, all judge and it hurts her heart.  Instead of going against their judgements, she stopped eating.  For she does not want people to judge, people dragged her down.  The end result is this undernourished, anorexic body.

Her HS advised her that she trust herself, stand on her own personal power.  As she let her power out the window, let others control her, so what is the result?

Stress she has received from everyone, her blood pressure shoots up and stayed high, so she takes medication for that.  Her HS advised slowly wean that off, eventually off totally and at the same time slowly consume wholesome foods.

As soon as she holds her power, she will reclaim her own health, regain her beautiful desirable weight so she can enjoy marital bliss with her husband and eventually having children.  At the moment, her husband has no interest in embracing bones, so there has not been loving moments for a long time, makes her feeling incredibly lonely and isolated.

All will be back to normal.  Her lesson from fresh from the White Light is to trust herself, keep her personal power intact.  Never let that power give away to anyone.

This is a frequent subject I visit with clients.  Many are suffering from abandonment issue.

I find there are many ways of feeling been abandoned.  I would say abandonment issue has been created by intentionally or non-intentionally.

Let’s discuss intentional abandonment first.  I think this kind of abandonment being created when a child physically abandoned on a street, sent to an orphanage, given away to someone related or not related, or to babysitters.

Since the second world war, women had to go to work and now it is deemed women are expected to work and bring income.  Question arises when mother goes to work, the child is in the hands of other than their mom, say nanny’s or babysitters most of the case.  The child experiences being abandoned.  So there have been more abandonment issue that we have created since the Wars due to life circumstances.

Never mind what guilt and not good enough issue that mothers go through for their entire lives; this is for another subject to discuss later.

The other non-intentional abandonment is when a person feels not recognized, or isolated, or not loved in a family setting.  Physically child is in a family setting but the child feels he/she is invisible existence to them.

Regardless of the situations, the abandonment issue has affected millions of us.  People feel lack of self confident, resentment toward parents, fear of being loved or accepted, lonely, feeling not worthy, fear of going to the public, and list goes on.

This abandonment issue has been with our human history for too long, it is not just recent event.

I am discussing one recent session to illustrate this point.

A highly intelligent, beautiful, young lady in 30s presented her questions for answers, one of them was an abandonment issue.

She is from very well-to-do family, deeply loved by parents and siblings in this current life.  And yet, she feels she has been abandoned and feels her parents did not want her.

Her Higher Self (HS) showed her a past life as a male in Asia several hundred years ago.

He lived in a big beautiful house with parents, an older sister, and grandma.  One day, mom and dad with older sister left the house, and he was left with grandma.  He was only 4 or 5 looking at parents walking away, them carrying big luggage at the house gate.  He was just looking on barefoot at the gate them moving away from him.  He stood there until they disappeared from his view.  His only friend was a stuffed monkey that he held in his hand and grandma.

He received much love from his grandma, who looked after him in everyway for him.  Now he has grown, studied hard, became a medical doctor helping people.  Also found a lady he loved and married.  Now he has his own family:  wife and two boys.

During the course of life, his grandma passed away with heart disease and he felt extremely sad that he could not help her, had many tears of losing her.  Even with him being a doctor, he could not even save her, he said.

Another scene her HS showed where he and his wife were dancing at a gathering for a happy occasion, while dancing, his wife whispered in his ear that she was leaving him for another man.  The whole world suddenly became empty.  All his strength left him, collapsed on a chair, only feeling numbness.

Later, once his mind settled on work and his two children raising all by himself, he had a proposal from another woman wanting to marry him, but he declined.  He determined to do it all by himself.  So, life continued and lonely life it was.

Once he left the body and looked back his life, he realized he missed a good opportunity to live a happy life with another lady.  I asked him why he did not try.  He said he was afraid she also would leave him so he did not even try, protected him from getting hurt again. 

Her HS said they showed the life as it is the origin of her abandonment issue.

She has carried the abandonment issue since then in her kidneys.  People carry on different location of this emotion, to her it was her kidneys and it sits as a dark cloud.  her HS said it is about time to release and released from her kidneys.

Also, her HS dealt with all her emotions coming from being abandoned, now she is free from all and ready to start really living this life to the fullest.