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Sara called me asking if I could help her brother, Tim.  Apparently, Tim has been using all kind of drugs and alcohol for the past 25 years.  He went for the rehab many times, failed each time to be free from the influence.  His family was desperate to help him end his addictions.

Due to the experience from some past clients who used to use drugs, which I found out the information did not filter correctly because of the brain got damaged from it, I suggested if Sara could come instead, and have a session to heal Tim’s issue using surrogate healing.

Surrogate healing is a great way of achieving healing done by the Higher Self of a person who can go under trance for another person who are not able to go under.  Many healings have been obtained via this way, a method taught by my teacher, Dolores Cannon.  Sara was excited, for there is a way to help Tim since she has never taken those stuff.

When Sara was under the trance, her Higher Self (HS) saw Tim’s body was covered by sort of thick mesh like net from his head all along down on the back.  It appeared like he wore some sort of cap on his head, thick backpack on his back with heavy cement like block attached on, which made his backache a constant companion. 

This mesh like net was attached, so that reptilian can attach and influence on him.  When Tim was a teenager, he saw some dark energy coming.  That was the time when this reptilian energy came and attached to his body starting to influence Tim’s energy, to a negative way.

The HS of Sara removed the entity, grabbed and pulled off the mesh like screen over his head, shoulders, and the back that allowed the attachment, removed the square blockage from the back as well.  The screen, which was placed with the consent of Tim helps entity attach on him, so entity can latch.

Many light beings surrounded the table, laid him on light table, pumped him with light.  Now he can stand, be free from this heavy burden, to become himself with full potential.  There was the joy and celebration!  Tim was so happy that it finally got all over!  All light beings patted his back for completing tough job well done saying to him they ”are proud of him!”.  He has done what he needed to do.

It was hard, hard challenge, and was difficult.  He knew he came to the Earth with this challenge, to live that way under the influence.  He needed to experience of all that so that he would know how to free people when souls stuck in thick addiction to offer help.  He would know instinctively what and how to do it because he has been in the trench, so to speak.

He gained the knowledge, has an ability to release human soul from reptilian influence and be able to aid to the Earth ascension.

Now Tim is free from all addictions.  It may take a while the energy immerse into this reality in human body.  He will notice huge improvement within a week starting to feel positive domino effect of the healing.  Never again require to go to the rehab.  Reptilian attachment drove him to all that addictions. There has never been any danger to him, always he was and is protected.

I wondered if he had any reptilian life, to that the HS said “no” and he is a light being, never incarnated as human being as well.  This incarnation is his first here to experience reptilian influence.  He wanted to learn how reptilian influence works so that he can remove them.  He will work on energetic level, getting download, once he has, encoded, understood, instinctively know how to work.  If they are caused by reptilian influence, he has sympathy and empathy. 

In order to complete Tim’s healing, I called His HS to get clean bill of health and his HS said there is no brain damage.  His HS found his feet required healing.  The issue came from heaviness in his feet trying to move away from the reptilian energy.  His feet got healed with blue light and with white light for proper circulation to increase blood flow.  All healing completed.  Now he is ready for light work which is his life purpose: just help.  This means also he can enjoy his normal life basking and working in the beauty of the nature, and love from his family.

Ram has had many fainting spells since little boy.  It has been a huge concern for the family when he goes out.  For he fainted many times on the school ground, on the streets, and even on the stadiums.  Many fainting gave frequent visits to the doctors, but not one doctor gave him the explanation of the cause of his spell. 

Life was no fun after that.  On certain point, he decided not even going out altogether, of course that made him reclusive.  He lost his interest in pursuing academic life, rather sought the career in working alone.

His gentle and peace-loving nature with his love of being alone always makes him seeking trails of parks and naturally treed areas.

During the interview, he talked about his Mom was gravely ill when he was very young.  That shook him up greatly he said.

As like epileptic seizure, too much energy usually causes people faint, perhaps Ram’s case was from overloading energies in his brain might be the cause of it as well, but what kind of overloading.

All knowing Higher Self (HS) was waiting for the questions.

Soo     Could you give us some insight what was the cause of his fainting spell?

HS      Imbalance of energies is the cause.  His mind was very open to spirit world as a child.  Absorbing too much for a little body, so he fainted.  Many energies in a sense becoming imbalanced, within him.  Another word, conflicts within him making him imbalanced. 

Soo     What was the conflict you are referring to?

HS      Feelings he felt, such as fears, literally just thought of them, the possibilities of things, some more than others.

Soo     What kind of fears?

HS      Fear of loss.

Soo     What kind of loss, may I ask?

HS      Loss of loved ones, family.  Worrying on a loss daily basis, worried about losing around him. Worried about the future.

Soo     Where did this fear of loss come from?  As far as I know, this life he has every member of the family alive.

HS      It happened before in other lives in the past.  In some life, losing those close to him, it was hard for him to continue living.

Soo     Isn’t it how it is designed that we live together and depart one day?

HS      Yes, he does not want to live without his soul group. It was hard for him.

Soo     So what would you suggest for him then?  As his Higher Self, you know what is best for him.  How can he be free from feeling that and live life fully?

HS      We will rewire his brain to eliminate all that from his brain. 

Soo     Thank you for doing that!  What would he feel after rewiring done on him?

HS      He will realize he doesn’t really lose them.  And just feel happy what is, rather than what maybe.  It used to be that everything in this life he related has no values, rubs his happiness and pleasures. He lives in the past, and in the future. That weighs him down.

Soo     If there is any lesson for him after rewired, what could it be?

HS      He needs to wake up every morning, be grateful everything he has NOW.  Not to stress about what will happen in the future.  Find happiness in NOW.

His Higher Self said now that his brain got tune up, his mind is like a new computer.  He could feel more thoughts and feelings better suit him.  Old computer is gone.  He will feel calmer, and will have feeling of better connection with people around him.

Trannie has been wondering about several marks on her body all through her life.  They appear as bite marks, which she has no recollection of being beaten by any insects.  Also, she has some curiosities on UFO.  She doesn’t know why, but somehow, she is intrigued about them.

One important day, she found herself standing on a big mound which was in reddish color and dusty.  She was waiting for someone important.  She did not know who in particular, but she knew she had to be there.  She was 8 (eight) years old. 

They beamed her up to the spaceship.  The ship was round, and had the typical UFO ship features.   It was not vast, no bigger than a person.  It could have been a shuttle.  There were technologies, lights, boards and things.  They were mostly white and blue in color. There was a big shiny control board made of some kind of mineral from where energy came. 

She felt like being watched.  She kept looking around there, seeing lots of lights and things. In the shuttle, there was no one in control.  Out of nowhere, these beings appeared and were taking her to somewhere.  They were tall, much taller.  Couple of them were guiding her by putting their hands gently on her back to meet their leader.  They wore white robes, and they communicated with thoughts. The place had lots of blue light, and a hall way was also all in blue color.

They guided her to go on a chair and the leader asked her question: “what did you learn?”.  They wanted to know what she learned.  The leader said she was one of them, they changed her look like a human so that she could learn things by living as a human.

The leader said humans are unhappy.  They fight too much, argue too much, and eat too much.  They already knew everything about human, but they wanted her here to experience.  The leader said she is not the only one, they have others.  She realized that she was not telling them anything new.

They live in a planet called Argon, which is a large planet and much farther away from the Milky galaxy.  Argon is gaseous planet of blue lights.  They live simple in higher dimension, and their technology is far advanced.  They don’t eat.  They sustain themselves with thoughts and gas.  They are all beyond of any kind of physical needs.

They are very tall and have long, two (2) digits fingers, body is greyish in color and paler looking.  They walk like human, and have arms and legs.  They have long head like a bulb on top, no hair, no mouth, small slit for nose maybe.  They make no sound, and all communication is done by thoughts.

They are benevolent, and live in clusters around the planet.  They are connected each other through energy.  They have evolved that way and have their own family. There is no war, only to cooperate together.  They use their brain for things and they have finite number of their beings which they create their offspring by thoughts and of course, they never expire.

The planet has this energy source on it, and they use this energy force for travel, and they share the energy with other planets.  They just exist, they don’t do anything, maybe just gone past things of evolutionary process, even evolving to be just light, at some point they will just become light.

They have great curiosity about the Earth and humans, specifically, human feelings of love and hate.  They want to know what it is like living on the ground, because their planet doesn’t have ground like the Earth, for they are just gassy.  Hills or mountains are shaped that way, but lacking dense substance, but foggy with luminescent substances.

They don’t understand why humans are on hard ground, and they see us, humans as basic.  They have curiosity to understand why and how earthlings dig for attaching themselves to the ground.  They appreciate what we are doing, simply trying to figure out what is like living on the ground.

Trannie asked to the leader about the bite marks on her body, and the leader said they are for connecting thing to create an awareness inside of her, that she is in contact with Argon like a clue for her to discover and a sign that they really visited.  Also, they come sometimes too, understand that she is a part of their study.  The leader reminded her that she volunteered to do the job and though in reality, it has really been happening, but she would remember it like a dream.

The leader said it is her time to go back to the Earth, and finish her assignment, so they brought her back in the ship.  They downloaded her life, her experiences, and her feelings.  They watch and study her life and feelings on their TV like screen, more like she is the subject of their entertainment.  It is like seeing her on a movie.  The leader gave instruction for no interference what she experiences.

The leader said to her; “go, enjoy and live amongst them (humans)”.  She accepted the assignment with appreciation and gratitude.

Linda had a past life experience of a man who lived in Europe, full of happiness and some sadness.  I was about to bring her to the spirit side to ask about the life purpose of the past life she just viewed.  Then suddenly, she uttered.

Linda             I am a tree!

Soo                Oh! Tell me about it!

Linda             I am a huge tree, probably a few hundred years old with so many branches and a huge trunk.

Soo                Wow!  That sounds huge!

Linda             Yes, I have been here for a while.

Soo                How do you feel to be a tree?

Linda             It is very nice, I get to meet people, chipmunks, squirrels, animals and birds.

Soo                You see those chipmunks busy looking for food?

Linda             Yeah… they are really running around so much, climbing me up and down.

Her beaming smile with affection spreads on her face like sunlight shines with its full glory.

Soo                Tell me some interesting stories of your life as a tree.

Linda             People come and talk to me.  Lovers promise their love for ever in front of me.  Some tells me happy stories; some tells me sad stories.  Some prays to me for their wishes.

Soo                Wow, that is very interesting life! What else do you do?

Linda             I take negativities and breathe out positives.

Soo                What do you mean?

Linda             I take carbon dioxide in and breathe oxygen out.

Soo                Thank you for doing that, you really help bringing oxygen to purify the air.

Linda             Yes, I came here to help Mother Earth.

Soo                You knew she needs your help?

Linda             Yes, people started abusing her land and I wanted to help her in some way.

Soo                How do you communicate with her?

Linda             My roots are in contact with her.  She always talks to me and tells me how appreciative of me.

Soo                When do you like people most?

Linda             Oh, I love them when they hug me and tell me they love me.

Soo                Oh you feel that?

Linda             Of course, when they hug me, I feel the love.

Soo                That’s so beautiful, so you wish people hug you often?

Linda             Yes, that would be so nice…

Soo                What was your main function, other than giving oxygen?

Linda             Give love to all.

The tree was not in a jungle, but on a hill of America, enjoyed the wind, cloud, dry or wet air, hikers, travelers, and animals of all sorts.  She lived very content, peaceful life and one day a bulldozer came; the tree was cut to make a way for a resort.

Rea has been suffering from right hip pain for almost of all her life.  Some years ago, she even has gone through an operation to insert a steel in her hip.  Now it is way overdue to replace for a new steel.  And she has been delaying that as long as she can, hoping her Higher Self (HS) says it is OK not to go through another operation and better yet get healed by her HS.

When she was in an early teen, a few members of her family went out for an outing in an open car.  On the road, they got hit by a drunken truck driver.  While some of her family escaped any damage, Rea had an impact of the collision on her right hip while broken glasses splashed on her face all over.

Several months during when she was in the hospital to recover, she missed her school so her learning was compromised.  That caused her losing the confidence in school work, later she completely lost her interest in learning all together.  Though she got a degree but it was an act, purely to obtain a necessary paper in order to meet a basic requirement to be qualified candidate for a future marriage.

Life went on, grew to be a woman to marry.  Met a fine young man, married, and raised her family.  But this right hip pain never really left her, finding herself taking pain killers often to soften the aches.

When I met her Higher Self (HS), I asked why the hip issue.

HS       The car accident was a fate.

Soo     What do you mean?

HS       It had to happen.

Soo     Could you elaborate on that?

HS       This is her debt payment of her past action.  In one of her past life, she had a dog that she loved.  But she hit the dog so severely for seven minutes continuously with a thick stick for many weeks.  The dog finally gave up its life.

Soo     Why hitting the dog?

HS       Her mother in law gave her rude treatment, out of anger she hit the dog.

Apparently, Rea had no one to turn to release her anger, every time she received cruel treatment from her mother in law, she chose her dog to release that emotion.

Soo     Why right side?

HS       Because the way she stood; the right side of the dog was the target to hit.

Soo     Are you trying to say hitting the right side of dog’s leg has something to do with her right hip getting hit by the truck?

HS       Correct.

So, all these times, she has been paying the debt and her HS did not allow healing her pain due to the debt which has not been all paid back.  Her HS said, she still has to have one more hip operation, after a little after that, the karma will be completely resolved and there will be no more pain.

The HS advised her to love all dogs.

In this current life, she met the dog again who belongs to someone Rea knows.  Rea noticed the dog met her with loving greeting, but stayed in distant.  Now she knows why.

Betty has many health issues I don’t not know if we have enough time to cover all that in one given time.  We might have to leave the rest of her questions to some other time.

One of her curiosities is her birthmark on her left leg radiating from ankle upward to one third of her leg.  It is quite large size, and looks splashed around and upward as if a painter intentionally brushing up.

She went into a past life where she was a mother of a beautiful little girl and had a loving husband whom she married, came from outside of her local area.  Beautiful life continued until one day, she found her husband and daughter disappeared!  Through neighbors, she learned they were sent over to the outer area where locals were not allowed.  Political uproar was everywhere, government officials were barring anyone crossing over the line.  She cried in desperation to let her join her husband and child.  The officials promised her to let her cross, but she got tricked and never allowed to go!

Sorrow and tears continued, now she had no husband and a little girl, her parents urged her to move in at their place, which she did.  Time went by, she sustained herself by growing vegetables, and sold them at the market.  Parents aged and died later, she became all alone and in deep grief, which never grew less.

From time to time, she heard news of her daughter, now all grown woman living with her paternal grandparents, for her dad died of sickness.

One day in deep grief of missing her dear family, she kept walking, not noticing a train moving forward fast.  The train ran over the exact part of the body.  She died instantly!

Out of her body, she cried “I am not feeling pain anymore!  I am not feeling pain anymore!”, so much more tears flowed over and streaming down to her ear lobes.  She watched from above as a spirit, town people gathered her crushed body and gave her body a nice burial.

When I met her Higher Self (HS), I gave the HS a choice to remove the birthmark or leave it, up to the HS whatever decision was best for her.  Her HS chose to leave the mark for her to remember the love and joy she felt at that life every time she touches it.

In that life, she learned the feeling of the most love and joy.  Her HS said It would be a nice gift for her to remember every time she touches it, and it will make her feel the love and joy all over again.

Her HS removed the train accident trauma from her, and the restless leg syndrome, which came from the train accident also.  So now she is free from the trauma, no restless leg syndrome, only to remember the love and joy.

When she was brought out from the trance, the first thing she touched was the birthmark and I saw her lovingly caressing it.

Where did I start my journey for the first time after being created by the Source? 

This question is asked by the clients from time to time, but they never asked to go back and see what that place was like until this client.

Young, smart, beautiful woman came in to have a session.  After looked after her physical discomforts, I asked her Higher Self (HS) about her first home after her being created from the Source.  Her HS guided her to a “no name planet”, where everything was very cold; just rocks, mostly white rocks; ground had lots of holes; and dust was everywhere and there was no life.  She saw countless stars in the dark sky.

She was wind in that “no name planet”, and she lived with her soul family.  A small group of her soul family lived just walking, more like drifting here and there.  There was no daylight in that planet, but just night.  All dark.  A black planet.

How long ago did she live up there?  She said she could see where she was what was happening on the Earth.  She even saw cars were being made.  It meant it was not that long ago.

After viewing the last day of her last life, she was in spirit world, when she was given choices between a brown dark planet on her left view and a planet with trees and rivers on her right view.  I could see she had to make a decision between the Earth and another planet, which I found out that planet was “no name planet”.

She lived only once on that “no name planet”.  The life was very short.  She did not like that planet because everything was cold and there was nothing on it to her liking other than rocks, ice and darkness.

She felt she had something uncomfortable in her chest to release, could it be karma, we don’t know so she met her soul family.  They all came to see her, hugged each other, then said sorry to each other; her soul family understood that she had to leave, and they were not holding any grudge against her leaving them.  In the beginning, they did not like her leaving the family, thinking she left them for she did not like them.  Therefore, by going back and saw them, she solved the biggest karma with them and released it for good.  They made a peace.  No more bad feelings.

Her soul family looked not at all like human.  They looked just like wind; hands were like wind blowing.  The body was white windy shape.  Face was one huge dark hole, cloudy like. She saw no eyes, ears, nose, nor mouth, windy shape of bodies, they were moving when they stood.  There was no density, but just etheric body.

Assignment up there in “no name planet” was; they were just communicating with the rest of their kind, all gather together, talking and enjoying each other’s company.

At the post talk, she said she saw them having individuality and felt all feelings even though they did not have any human features.  She was all smiles.

A beautiful middle aged woman said “hello” when she saw me, and this must be Zena who made an appointment for the session.  She was brimming with happiness and health you could not imagine she needed any help!   During initial contact for booking an appointment, she mentioned she had breast implants done many decades ago.

During the interview, I was curious what inspired her to go through the operation.

Soo     What made you decide to have implants done?

Zena   I wanted fuller volume absolutely!  I felt mine was too flat.

Soo     After the implants, how did you feel?

Zena   I never looked back.

Soo     Curious, why do you consider removing them now?

Zena   It created some health issue.

Soo     What kind of issue?

Zena   I have this high pitch ear noise and aches on both upper chest area.

Life has been satisfactory for Zena.  Children grew up nicely and they are doing fine.  Her husband is all supportive for her, she feels quite content, but just this nagging feeling that she’s got to do something about the implants.

Other than two discomforts she mentioned above, in the beginning she said she felt all right.  The more she talked about her health, the more she realized that she was unaware of her body aches throughout.  Being busy with the family, thinking maybe she was getting old and those aches were just a part of life.  But generally, she always felt malaise over all.  She could not pinpoint before, but now she recognized she has had fatigue, brain fog, muscle aches; skin rash, insomnia; gastrointestinal and digestive issues; persistent viral infections, headaches; anxiety, and symptoms of fibromyalgia.

These implant bags are such large foreign bodies which are made of compounds not produced by her body naturally and it would be a marvel if she does not get sick at all.  Her body has tolerated for so long, now they are giving her massive signals to rid of them!

Her Higher Self (HS) has been patient for her all these years and kept giving her physical pains, finally they have access to her to impart what they want to say.

Soo     She wants to know what to do with the breast implants. Could you tell her your wisdom?

HS       She should remove them as soon as possible!

Soo     May I ask why?

HS       From breast implants, toxins are triggering immune disruption and developing degradation and cytokines around the bags.  In the bag itself becomes sticky, dissolves, and those particles find a way through the different parts of the body.

Soo     She said her breast areas are achy.

HS       Because of how the immune system works around and particles move around in the area create inflammation, virus thrive in the area which caused the breasts aching.

Soo     She also mentioned she has ear aches with high pitch for so many years.

HS       That high pitch ear ringing is caused by breast implants.

Soo     Oh is that right?  I was wondering whether it has something to do with frequency upgrading.

HS       No, it is from physical reason.  Once removed, the pitch will be decreased. 

Soo     Thank you!  What about the empty space when the implants are removed?

HS       Naturally body will refill the space.

Soo     She was wondering about fat transfer.

HS       It is best to wait, let the body does its job.  Later she can use fat transfer if necessary.

Soo     Anything else is required for her to do after the removal?

HS       Lymphatic system will clear.  Just drink a lot of water and eat nutritious foods.

She received a green light from her HS and all left is to remove them as soon as possible, which she said she will.

Through a spiraling tunnel, Tulinda came down and landed on a deserted dirt road, found herself to be a healthy young male wearing Roman soldier uniform, sandals on his feet, carrying a ragged sack contained apple, bread, a water pouch and some cheese.  He headed to the city, for he was called for a war.  He saw a gathering point of all soldiers.  The war between Roman and foreign invader from the North.  To protect the land, soldiers were given weapons and new rubber boots.

The soldiers had no fear, because they were all happy believing doing the right thing and their faith in knowing that they go to their God when they die.  The enemy were very well armed with metal weapons.  T, (for this story I am using initial T to represent the client in the past life) saw no chance of winning this war, and definitely no chance of going home alive.  The enemy deserved to win.  They were so well prepared.   At the battlefield, people were dying around him front, back, left and right.

Instead of dying, T found himself was alive and stood in front of more than a 2-meter tall man with broad shoulders and flowing long black pony tail reaching to his waist.  T noticed this tall man had very strong physique, yet his dark skin shined beauty.  This man was indeed an imposing figure, however T felt only peace and love from him.  The tall man said T was a good material, and T felt there was a mutual admiration between he and the tall man.

The tall man brought T to his city and introduced his family and the house where he lived.  Incredibly wealthy, well respected, number one army general, leader and he had several wives.  He loved T and treated him like his own son even though he was not much older than T.  Tall man sent T to school to learn their language, math, astronomy which taught a different way of counting time and drew different universes.  The tall man needed T to communicate with the universes.  T called him, Papa.

Papa took T to a spaceship, which was made of light, and showed half-moon sign of the portal to the other universe, and the space people opened the door for T to enter which could accomplished only by spirit.

In spaceship, there was some kind of a meeting.  T saw many powerful spirits, men and lots of women. They called T, a messenger.  Even though T was much lower in spiritual evolution, space people respected T for his importance of the mission.

The space beings put messages into his brain, uploaded on all spiritual information, about food, energy, sexual reproduction, chemistry of how to use water, body cells, and something of healing.  To protect the information to retain the memory in T’s brain, they put some kind of different energy to seal and they said he was ready to go.  The space people came from planet Pasala of our solar system in different dimension from parallel universe.

Papa was happy to see T back after the spaceship visit.  T’s duty was to teach people telepathically on all things that he learned from the space beings, but T found people were closed minded, save most women and kids.  People Papa led were regular human including his human wives, only Papa was different.  Papa sent T to all over the world.

Papa was demi god from Pasala and his mission was to absorb negativities. He transferred negative energy to positive to help people raise their vibration.  Papa had been doing this over 2000 years.

T taught people on healing which had to go through skin openings, that was purposely designed to take in the information, energy and healing.  People covered them with clothes, so could not take the energy in.  Openings behind ears, on top of the head around crown chakra, forehead, around the mouth, where our pores including wrinkles are, really good to expose to the sun.

Another teaching was on the water and this teaching applies today as well.  We have to change the water.  The water is dying and or dead.  To make it alive, using some purple energy from our minds; project purple energy to the water, heal it and water will heal the ground.  Whatever we grow, and we have to grow our own food; use that purple water to the soil, it will yield 100 million times more nutrition; for example, one blueberry is good for all day grown with that water.  This is the solution to free the starvation problem of the planet.  With small amount of food packed with nutrition will provide satisfying ample food to so many.

T’s last day in that life showed it was his time to leave the body because though he was not that old, his bodily energy got depleted by going up to the spaceship often to get uploaded.  His job was done.  His assignment was to help raise people’s frequencies, but people were not ready.  They had opportunity to move up to higher dimension at that time, they could not because they did not have enough people to move up.

These space beings are still performing the same mission as before, and Tulinda was being initiated on the spaceship in this current life when she was a little girl; received energy and the information uploaded again to continue what she stopped 2000 years ago: which is to teach people free from fear of starvation by showing to grow special food; start with the water charged with purple energy.  She is still in communication with Papa who never left her.

The best time to project the purple energy from the brain to the water is in early morning or sunset, just think purple energy.  This purple energized water dissolves all plastic out as well; though taking time, in 20 years we will see complete dissolution of all plastics.

Water is living organism, has soul, and soul leaves water because they cannot live. <

I hear usually women get pregnant quite easily.  Some people require only one activity to become a parent.  Therefore, we have such abundant population around the world.  Some small percentage of the population, no matter what the technology of the world offers, they simply can’t get pregnant.  Why?

This is a story of Abbey who desperately wants to have children.  Her husband and she have perfect health.  Financially they are doing excellent.  They have satisfactory career where they feel content at work.  They have great belief system fit to be an excellent parent.

The fertility clinic where they go, they checked their health for pregnancy announced them that they lacked nothing.  He was perfect in all scores, so she was.  She told me they have gone to the clinic for the last several years, but no pregnancy resulted.   Meantime, she feels her biological alarm clock is ticking, making her nervous, now they even toy the idea of adoption. 

Her burning question is “Why can’t I get pregnant?”.  I feel so bad for her.  Here she is young, vivacious, intelligent, attractive and more than anything else she wants to become a Mom.  She mentions that her husband also feels ready to be a Dad.

During past life regression, she had a life of beautiful family with children and the opportunity arrived to ask her Higher Self (HS) about her burning question.

Soo     How come Abbey cannot get pregnant?  What is the reason, could you tell her please?

HS       She really must want it!

Soo     I beg your pardon?!  She said she really wants to become a Mom.

HS       She wants to, but does not want to.  She wants freedom also.  If you know to raise a child, you lose and sacrifice some of the freedom.  We don’t know what she wants. 

Soo     Could you explain more? 

HS       Her body vibrates at different frequency compare to her mind and her soul.  There is a disconnect in that.  Her body is a medium between her soul who she really is and this third dimension.  If there is any disconnection in terms of vibration, it is like an Earth; you will have storms; you will have disintegration of matter; nothing can live in that type of environment.  You can conceive, but you can’t hold a life inside the vibrational equilibrium.

Soo     And?

HS       Within the same body, there are 3, 4, 5, 6, 7 different dimensions.  They are all within that same diameter.  So, it is difficult to keep an equilibrium.  Especially someone so sensitive like her.  She is too vulnerable to the outside and to her internal as well.

Soo     So what must she do to achieve the goal?

HS       First she must decide.  Speak it out loud.  Needs to tell herself out loud; that she wants to conceive naturally; that she wants to have a healthy child.  Then dream it.  Imagine it.  She needs to feel the conception process.  Feel the labor process.  Feel holding the baby in her arms.  She needs to smell it; taste it; sense it; live it; hear it before she lives it.

Soo     Wow!

When she came out from the deep relaxation, I conveyed her the message received from her HS.  The beaming smile on her face told me she would be a Mom soon!

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