What If

Eileen was wondering why her brother took her right of owning her condominium.  Her foster parents gave the down payment of the condo that was being built for Eileen and they put her brother’s name on the title instead of Eileen.  Favoritism in full display!

By the time the unit was ready to occupy, the brother sold the unit, took all the profit from selling the unit, not a penny given to Eileen from the profit of the unit.  So, she decided to sue her brother and still was in the legal tangle when she came to see me to have a QHHT session.

Among many questions, that was one of them, but it did not take the priority in her mind, because something else was more pressing than that.  Abandonment was.

Since very young, she learned she was adopted to this foster family.  Her birth mother gave her up to them to raise her.  Mind you, Eileen’s younger days were full of physical abuses coming from her foster mom, Kathy.  Kathy beat Eileen on almost every day, for whatever reason Kathy felt not good.  And, at teen, Kathy kicked Eileen out of the house, she was on street, became homeless.  Many months, Eileen lodged at her friends’ places and finally she got a job, started working to earn money. 

So having her own place is utmost importance for her, someplace to call home.  Therefore, owning the condo was her dream, and her brother took that happiness away.  I don’t blame her at all going for a lawsuit.

Her Higher Self (HS) showed a life where she is a bit older lady, but healthy in current life it seemed.  Having a nice cup of tea, looking over some houses below her condo unit, noticing a beautiful sun setting, pink clouds in the sky, feeling life is peaceful.  She has arranged her place beautifully with many plants, bookshelf is full of her cooking books.  Many collections of crystals on another shelf in the living room. 

Her bedroom is cozy, closetful of her beautiful dresses, dim bedroom light comforts her at night.  But she feels lonely somewhat.  No partner in her life.  Sometimes wondering how come no man in her life.

When the time came to ask question to her Higher Self (HS), I was wondering why the life is shown.  Her HS said it was her parallel life.  The life what if she owns the condo she wanted to have.  The life of owning the condo, living alone, and getting on age.  Peaceful but lonely.

In this current life, because she got kicked out, had no place to stay, one time she moved in a place where a bunch of young people shared a flat in downtown Toronto.  That’s where she met her current life partner.

Her HS said, he is her soul mate.  Also, we found out they had many lives together in the past lives, and they will have fulfilling life henceforth.

Now she saw what was going to happen to her, if she had that condo.  She is happy the way things turned around.

Oh, by the way her HS said her biological mom never abandoned her.  Her birth-mom gave her daughter to a lady whom she knew, the foster mom Kathy.  Because her birth-mom being a single parent struggled with many kids, she thought it would be a better solution for the little girl’s future.  Never abandoned her!

Eileen is content knowing her birth-mom’s intention was out of love, and the condo owning was not really led her better life.  If she owned it, she would have never met her soul mate!

The showing her parallel life was after all, present life she is living has been the best outcome for Eileen.

The wisdom of Higher Self has no bound.    

To be Small

Rene is walking down a cobblestone road.  Heavily dressed with long brown skirt touching the road, some sort of color top with apron on her chest, wearing dirty clothe shoes, some bonnet on her head, carrying a wicket basket.  Roads are narrow, black lanterns on both sides, row houses are there.  They all have very small windows and doors.

She enters a store to buy some dried thorns and roots.  The owner with big belly greets her with gruntle, not very friendly man.  She feels invitation was very repelling, goes to other shop across the street and buys things that she needs.

Her basket is full of dried plants and happily returns to her lovely, cozy, small cottage.  Her home is in the forest, small vegetable garden at the back, humble place with a bed, a table with a few chairs.  She owns very little and that’s the way she likes.  Simple life.  Cabinets in the room are filled with all kinds of roots, leaves, and thorns.  She grinds them in a bowl, place them in a small sachet for medicine.  Steady stream of people come and receive her help.

She lives alone, loves people.  She spends her day cleaning, cooking, helping people.  People brings vegetable, potatoes, eggs, chicken, bread and whatever they have to pay for her service.  Rene is happy, peaceful, loves her life.

One day, authority comes to her house, arrests and puts her in jail.  According to the authority, she is not allowed to give plants to people to heal.  They say it is witch craft.  She does not understand.  Why, the only thing she is doing is helping them and they say it is forbidden!? 

The authority calls her while she is in jail, she has to sign the paper to swear never to sell those things to people, otherwise, they have to burn her on the stake!  She explains to the authority, that she only helps people and she does not do anything wrong.  But they are not interested in hearing her truth.  Frightened and scared, she signs the document and swears that she would never practice those things and she gets freed from the jail.

Times passed, no one came to her place for help, for people were all so scared to get punishment.  Now her supply of food has been dwindled and there was no way to replenish them.

She found herself begging food on the streets.  Hungry and thirsty.  She got a little something to eat from begging and it was never enough.  Body got sick, weakened from malnutrition.  No one was helping her, she laid on the bed, not even had enough energy to wake up and went out to beg. 

A kind lady nearby came and comforted her, pulled a blanket on her body, fetched some water for her.  She slipped into sleep and never woken up again.

This past life that Rene saw was in Europe, back in 1600.  She was plant medicine woman and she has had that kind of life as plant medicine woman many times over.

The life that she saw, she acted to be small to save her life, and ended up dying from hunger.  I asked her what could she do differently if the same situation occur.  She said she could have moved to other area, but in that life, the idea of moving to other area never dawned on her.

In this life, she is to continue her plant medicine which was her assignment and to complete it in this current life.  Her Higher Self (HS) recommended to learn more of herbal medicine and sharpen her knowledge to help others.

Because she chose to be small in that life, in this life, she has been struggling with overweight.  She told me during the interview time, no matter what kind of exercise and food she cares to take, her weight has never budged in. Her HS explained that she hides herself behind the fat, tries to be small.  Now no longer she needs to feel that way, her HS said, the weight will come off steadily and maintain her ideal weight henceforth. 

I Want Company

One session, a client was beaming with so much happiness just floating on the ocean.  Who cares about swimming suit, he went all naked, free from all this human made stuff on his body, feeling peaceful and just being in happiness.

All of a sudden, I noticed his expression on face changed!  Suddenly his eyebrows frowned and the face was creased and stated sniffling.

Soo     What’s happening?

Client  I am sad.

Soo     Why?

Client  Because, I don’t have anybody to enjoy together.

This reminds me of something of the Source and Its creation.  That’s exactly what I felt the Source might have been feeling before creation started.  The Source has been enjoying for, perhaps eons maybe: the tranquility, the peace, the sereneness, and contentment.

Then like that client, the Source thought:  Wait a minute! I have been enjoying all these.  I have been all by Myself.  I want company to share!  Then the entire creation has been in the existence that we are aware of and still is in progress of creating new to no end.

Well, you guessed, I asked that question to the Higher Self (HS) of a client.

Soo     Could you tell me how the Source decided to create us, all?

HS       Source is always throwing out ideas, concepts, creations, manifestation, energies.  Pushing out billions, trillions of ideas.  Constantly throwing out!  Those concepts are energy, based on your frequency, you pick that up, the idea of the Source.

Soo     My curiosity is not that!  What was the state of the Source before the Source decided to create its creation?

HS       Source was in blackness.  Nothingness.  Void.  Then there came a desire to create Itself. It created as an individual then all creation manifested.

Soo     Could you ask Source what was it like before creation started?

HS       The Source is transmitting images.  The Source keeps showing us (HS), there is nothingness.  All dark, No sound.  No smell.  No energy.  No lights. No movement.   Imagine complete blackness, total emptiness.  Everything is black.  Dark, dark, darkness.  There is virtually nothing. 

HS       Out of the loneliness of this blackness, darkness.  Then, came a desire to create itself. The Source created out of loneliness, desire to have a company.

HS       Source is bored.  Source is thinking, has thinking moment.  Out of the loneliness and desperation of boredom, the Source created in that space, provided.

Soo     So, now we are trying to understand all the physics, intricacies and mysteries of the creation!

HS       Yes!

You Are Popular in the Universe!

During the questioning period to the Higher Self (HS) of a client about the trauma originated so many long years ago.  Some of traumas that happened to people were 10,000 years or way more. Then I remembered one session of a young man whose trauma originated from 3,500 years ago.  All of a sudden, I was curious about what has happened to all his subsequent lives since the trauma has originated.  I know the client has had many different lives since.  Has the client carrying the trauma in all those lives, yet suffering?  What would have happened to his body of other lives?

HS       This experience is part of journey, he chooses this journey.  No need to carry on to the next life.  This is the poor understanding carrying ancestral lives, or past life trauma carrying journey to journey.

Soo     Why now this issue comes up to the daylight!

HS       These people did not understand, whatever the reason, they were not taught, or understood up until this moment.  You have shown the path to release this pain or blockage.  Yes, the blockage can last 3,500 years! 

Soo     Are you saying many lives since then, the person still carried the trauma, in all those lives!

HS       Yes! All those lives!

Soo     Really!?

HS       Yes!  For some reason, the person, we see them caught up in the karmic loop for 3,500 years.  His understanding of the karma kept him for thousands of years.  That’s why the Source tries to eradicate the concept of karma of human.  It is keeping you in the loops, keeping them in the trauma.  They are coming up at different life, still having the same trauma.  Living different life, having the same trauma.

Soo     Oh my God!

HS       So, thank you Soo! For your work and other practitioners, working what you all do.  Because, you are having the affects that you are having, because for the first time you’re stopping the loop.  You are helping the human understand that there is no requirement to hold this trauma within them.  And so, you are helping and support them to release it.

Soo     It is an honor.  I am just a facilitator.  Their Higher Self (HS) is the healer.

Soo     For example, the Higher Self of this young man said he has been waiting for 3,500 years to meet me to receive healing! It was such an awestruck statement!  He carried the trauma for so long?

HS       Soo, you are not completely aware of yourself and many other practitioners who do the same work, you are popular in the universe!

Soo     Are you kidding!

HS       Yes, you are popular!  You and the fellow practitioners have come to work in a new channel of work and greatly served the human kind.  We are of the collectives.  We saw people have had experiences with you and Dolores.

HS       We hear Dolores all the time.  She is talking!  We hear her!  She has been helping many people other side of the veil, to reach people such as yourself, guide people, appointing them people like yourself to help them. 

HS       Dolores has been a great help releasing these things.  She saw it very clearly, and understood messages clearly coming to her from us and many other places, held her conviction so strongly in the time where she could have been seen as a mental case.  So, she is still working, still do the job, still setting up the appointments.  And, she will still continue to do so.  You are releasing 3,500 years of trauma! 

Soo     Wow!  I was so awestruck to hear this man carry the trauma for 3,500 years through all many different lives?

HS       Yes! Yes!

Soo     So this man’s understanding is ready, he was able to release it now?

HS       Yes!  As your timing, a part of what you want to do, came very much here to do.  It was a part of your contribution in assisting us:  the Source, ETs, and the Federation to assist in the ascension process.  So, you are helping in releasing individual’s trauma and pas life suffering.  We are going to call it, PTSD, help us to further ascend that individual.

HS       We would like to call you, fertilizer! You are fertilizer!  We are so excited to have you in our garden, because you are working inside the garden, in special places where we cannot get in.  You play very integral part of helping the garden’s health and happiness.

My Life as a Tree

The following article is written by Ceci who recently had a QHHT session and she drew the painting what she saw when she was viewing past life as a tree.

My experience started when I noticed that I was standing very still in a place full of rocks.

The environment is purple and red, both colours are very bright.  It almost feels like a desert with soft orange sand.  The sky is dark blue and very wide.  There are stars in the sky but it is very hard to see them. 

When I was a tree, I grew to be very tall, I had a few branches and lots of leaves.  I felt like I had eyes and nose, but not like humans have them.  I was always alone in this place, but I felt like I was guarding something, however, I could not move or turn my body to see behind me.

It was a cold and lonely place and time felt very slow.  I spend a lifetime standing and learning stillness.  In that life as a tree, I had to learn to be in the moment and to be patient.

In my current life in Earth School, I am never still or calm and my Higher Self took me to the life that helped me see how calm, silence and stillness feel like.

In my life as a tree, I did not interact with any other people or trees, but I never felt sad, ignored or left behind.  I was content with being there and feeling the environment.  It was never scary and never dangerous.  A white light was always next to me.  I could see it and feel it.

I spent lots of years, probably decades, as a tree.  On my last day as a tree, I saw myself being on the ground, my life mission has been completed.

The tree life experience I had was in another planet in another galaxy which name is not known to human yet.

The night after the QHHT session, I dreamt of the same place.  I visited the same place, but this time I had a clearer vision of the colours and textures.  The sky was still dark blue and the desert-like environment remained very quiet.  I could hear very calm sounds, like a steady and calming sound with a very pleasant vibration. Also, the air there smelled salty.

Thank you so much Soo for this work that you do!   This is life-changing, truly! I loved spending the day with you and learning from you.

BIG BIG BIG hugs!

Ceci

We are Pleiadeans. Part IV

Soo:  Changing the subject a little, why do we have to reincarnate with no memory?  We have to start from a clean state, what a waste!

HS:  Yes, we come to understand that this is one of the disfunctions, we call it a defect.  This is a defect of the species.  We are not helping as our mission is to help the species evolve.  We hope one day this species on this planet will work with us.  They will do what we do and be a part of flourishing other earths.

HS:  What we have come to understand, all the beings involved, that this wiping out of knowledge from lifetime to lifetime is not working well.  Not working well at all.  By the time you get smart, you are 40 years old.  It’s time to go.

HS:  We are not very smart as we paid too much attention to these apes and other creatures who are, and what we realize, is when you look at these species, they never evolved.  These species have remained the same as the day we planted them.  Why we don’t listen to this before, we do not know.  We had hoped, Source had hoped, that humanity would be filled with love and kindness.

Soo:  It will eventually?

HS:  It will but we came to realize is that the dark forces were very strong.  We realize that in a good way to make your planet healthy is you need more knowledge.  You need more knowledge, you need more memory, more understandings of who you are.

HS:  We believe very quickly with this new cycle that we can come to a new Earth very quickly.  Because the frequency is so high, darkness has to leave.  They can’t stay in this frequency because it is painful for them.  That is a very good thing and we have come to learn that if we raise the knowledge, raise the memory, then the frequency gets raised quicker.

HS:  You come in with higher frequency and this is a way to keep the dark stuff away from the beginning.  We learn.  You are like a garden.  We learn.  If we give the plants too much water they die, if we give them no water they die.  You are like this garden.  Trial and error.  So, we understand that we must make this adjustment and we are all very happy as we all feel this will be of great improvement for the planet.

Soo:  I think so!

HS:  We think so too!  We hear, we see, we all hear what the humans are thinking and doing.  What they fail to realize, which we understand, because they have lived in such oppression and darkness for so long that it is difficult for the people to believe that there is a different world.

HS:  We see great growing and changing and frequency raising, and we are all so excited because we feel that we are now progressing to a very beautiful garden.  We are seeing the flowers blossom and we are seeing more and more happening.  That needs to remain from beings here and now is that they must continue in positivity.

HS:  Going back to working together as we work in positive motion, we will see great changes in the Earth.  Humans are designed to live long time.  You can live 20,000 years in one body.

HS:  Yes, but our other problem has the toxification of your planet.  The planet, Gaia, she can handle, no problem, this is nothing for her.  These kids they worry about planet earth.  Ahggg!  She spits them out in one day and there is no more pollution.  No problem.  Gaia is always breathing and moving.  She shifts all the time.  We laugh because we say Gaia is getting itchy and there is a tidal wave.  Something she does not like and irritates her she moves and that is a Tsunami.

HS:  This is what the humans must understand that Gaia is so powerful.  They will never reach her power and they must respect her.  Gaia is fine!  She can do well but the humans, they have challenges adjusting to the galaxy changes, planet shifts, frequency levels, all kinds of things.  Sun, UVs from the Sun, all types of things.  What we need to do is we need to help in building humans so that they are less infiltrated by these toxins and issues.

HS:  If they can resonate higher, they will be healthier because they will not allow toxins in.  Like Gaia, there will always be toxins, toxins are like darkness as they will always be toxins in natural species.  In order for the humans to be less sensitized they must change their frequency.

HS:  Darkness allows toxins, light allows some to a biological balance, however, not to a detrimental.  Darkness allows disease, toxins, poisons, and all these types of things because it is part of its darkness.  We are working to make this better so that humans can remain in one body longer.  As originally the design was human could live 1000’s of years.

Soo:  That should be normal time!

HS:  Yes, normal time but belief, religion, emotion, culture, darkness, so many things infiltrated the consciousness of human and darkness did a very good job at suppressing conscious mind of human and erasing the powers.  Human believed we are slaves, we are going to die, we are going to get disease and we are not here long.

HS:  If you look at history, very interesting, you started living very long then as history goes by you died younger, younger, younger.  Now, we are going this way ( pointing upwards) you are living older, older, older, older.  Now you have people on your planet living 110 years.  If we go through history, you will see that not even 100 years ago, people were not living that long.  The frequency is changing.  You and Emma can live, you could live maybe 200 years.

Soo:  Yes, then we can accomplish so much more in one body.

HS:  Yes, this is what we have all understood.  One body, one conscious, will do so much work than going, coming, going, coming, going, coming.  Sometimes it is necessary to change the body, we understand this.  Basically, you are all equipped to live very long lives.

HS:  This is a good example of what we can do to help you live a longer life.  When your antenna is sharp and always open even when you are not consciously aware, it is always open.  When we see danger, or we need your help to make something better.  Or we see something that we all need to work together to improve, we can signal you.

HS:  This light will keep you healthy, it will keep you open, and it will allow you to continually cleanse, and it is the inability to cleanse toxins and toxic emotions, is what you know makes a body sick.

HS:  Everyone is sick because they can’t get over the traumas.  Getting rid of all this stuff, opening, healing, connecting, you can live very long time.

HS:  When we are all connected to you by your (motioning to forehead) this is a big antenna, yes? Third Eye! When we are all connected, Source, Pleiades, all the spirits, the angels.

HS:  And there are so many out there wanting to make your Earth and you beings wonderful and beautiful.  When we are all connected to you, we are able to help you the most.  In doing this you can know better ways to take care of this vessel (your body) and live much longer.

Soo:  In the Bible I read that people lived 1000’s of years.

HS:  Yes.  This is true!  Humans can’t actualize these numbers because they cannot believe that a body can live this long.  Your bodies were designed to be biologically, technologically, perfect.  We learned through our own species and through other species.

HS:  We are Pleiadeans so we learned with other species, Arcturians, Blues, Greys, and everybody.  We learned from dinosaurs, flowers, birds, fish, and birds, we learned with all the biological make-up in order to make a body that was an antenna that could live 1000’s of years.

HS:  This has changed. You don’t need to be concerned about Karmic past.  You can live longer, and you don’t need to die to reincarnate.  When you do pass, you will now reincarnate with all the knowledge that you have learned of the present life.

HS:  We are lifting, not we, the Source, is lifting part of the veil.  What we have come to understand, and it has been the judgement of the Confederation is that you as very powerful evolved human beings, you must have more knowledge to be of service.  The lifetimes are too short, and the lessons are too long, and we are not getting ahead fast enough.  We are not going far enough.

HS:  We wish the universal law, we wish now, that you will have much more knowledge when you come in.  You will be knowledgeable as a baby.  You will not require the amount of intensity that is required today.  You will see your young babies now are extremely wise.  They will flourish much faster.  They will often be put ahead because the systems are too slow for them.

Hope you received some benefits from this information shared by the Pleiadeans.

Soonja (Soo) Kim

We are Pleiadeans. Part III

HS:  We do many experiments, and we try to be as kind in experimentation as possible, but we have other beings.  Arcturians and Greys who are genius and masters at their talents.  We all work together to create a wonderful planet.  The thing that we have the most challenges with is the, we call the humanoids, (human) on the planet.

Soo:  like us.

HS:  Yes, the most complicated, the most sensitive but the most fascinating of the creatures.  We think we know but we find out we don’t know.

HS:  You both are very aware is the make-up of our universal existence is we must have light and we must have dark.  All things must exist with these two polar opposites: lightness, and darkness.  We feel as Pleiadeans we are lighter than we are dark, however, in order when creating and providing these sources that are the origin all of existence, sometimes the dark overrides the light.  We know as Pleiadeans and existing for so long that darkness is what makes the light even brighter.

HS:  It is in all humans to understand that darkness, what they say negative, bad experiences are vital to grow. We have no process to grow if everything is good and perfect.

HS:  This perfect, wonderful, utopia way of living, is we know as Pleiadeans is the root of laziness, complacency.  Boring! We do our best with the dark but we always try to find the lesson within the darkness.  That is always the key to understanding that in this darkness are always the lessons.

Soo:  When you create all these animals, or new creations, you stated you get the Source approval.  When you have completed creating something, how do you get approval from the Source?

HS:  This is a good question.  How we explain is not easy.  We are always… We are an extension of the Source.  Everything we do is always with the Source.  We never work against.  We are so old and so high frequency that we could say that many, many, billions of years ago we are like, you are today.  Fighting light and dark, doing all these things.

HS:  We have evolved so much that the Source is within our DNA.  No matter what we create it is always from the Source.  We don’t need approval.  Everything we do is with the Source.  We are the Source.  We are an extension of the Source.  We have nothing but love, joy, and compassion.

HS:  We have no darkness.  Our darkness has been shed billions of years ago.  Our species continues to evolve in more love and more compassion.  We have none of this in our DNA.

HS:  Where you as humans are still working to rid yourself of these lower frequencies, these darknesses.  You will!  Maybe it will take time.  Food and love and babies and these types of things.  We don’t have these things on Pleiades, we don’t need food.

HS:  That is also too the more you become there, the more the frequency, the less food you will need.  The less everything you will need.  That is why you will not age.  That’s why you will become very long living beings because you will not be the same type of being that you are today.

HS:  Yes, and it is also taking many billions of billions of billions of years to bring your species to ourselves or many of the star seeds.  Many of the…. We will say cultures, like us (The Pleiadeans), the Arcturians, the Reptilians, they too have all gone through the same evolutions.  And they too are very much like us.  They do not need high levels of nutrients and all types of things.

HS:  There are stories that certain beings required minerals.  We have heard certain stories about…We do not recall the name of the race but there was an Alien Terrestrial species that needed gold.  There are many stories of gold and the pyramids.  Gold was nutritional for this particular race.  We are not aware of this because all the beings (Star seeds) that are a part of your planet, helping to nurture you, none of us require nutrition.  We do not need food.

HS:  We all live on frequency, and we all have different frequencies.  We have no need for minerals and gold.  There are lots of stories of extra-terrestrials coming to planet Earth to mine specific minerals like gold for their own planet.

HS:  All we can say is if you have an entity that is looking for a particular mineral or food or anything, you know this is a super dark energy because no good energy requires nutrition. That is your sign that species is no good because all evolved species do not require the feeding of other planets to sustain themselves.  We are sustained as the Source is sustained.  All we need is love.

Part IV is coming soon.